I was so caught up in just being depressed that I didn't want to write anything at all. I recently saw a home video of myself and looking at it...I just realized that I lost my spark. I turned into someone I don't know, and I can't figure out what happened that made me change so much. I am so insecure..unhappy...unsure of myself. I used to have fun, and be silly, but I just don't do any of that anymore. I am trying to be perfect and it is making me hate every second I'm not..Just working towards this unachievable goal. Endlessly.
The funny part is, I really do think if I get to my gw, I really will be happy. I'll get my spark back.
The funny part is, I really do think if I get to my gw, I really will be happy. I'll get my spark back.
OxOx~STAY STRONG~xOxO
